“I Didn’t Know Where Else to Leave This”
I don’t know if you’ll see this.
I don’t know if I meant for anyone to.
This blog used to be full of things I wanted to say.
Now it’s just quiet HTML and a cursor that blinks like it’s waiting for a pulse.
There’s dust in the tags.
The sidebar links go nowhere.
The comments stopped in 2014, like everyone got tired of pretending they cared what anyone else thought.
But sometimes a silence is just loud enough to answer back.
So I’m putting this here, in the middle of nowhere, where maybe it won’t be noticed.
Or maybe it’ll be exactly where someone needs to find it.
If you’re reading this:
I remember the green jacket. I remember the sound the lights made when they buzzed before you cried.
I remember not asking you to stay.
I think about it all the time.
Anyway.
I hope you’re not looking for this.
But if you are…
you’re not alone in the quiet.
“I Didn’t Know Where Else to Leave This” I don’t know if you’ll see this. I don’t know if I meant for anyone to. This blog used to be full of things I wanted to say. Now it’s just quiet HTML and a cursor that blinks like it’s waiting for a pulse. There’s dust in the tags. The sidebar links go nowhere. The comments stopped in 2014, like everyone got tired of pretending they cared what anyone else thought. But sometimes a silence is just loud enough to answer back. So I’m putting this here, in the middle of nowhere, where maybe it won’t be noticed. Or maybe it’ll be exactly where someone needs to find it. If you’re reading this: I remember the green jacket. I remember the sound the lights made when they buzzed before you cried. I remember not asking you to stay. I think about it all the time. Anyway. I hope you’re not looking for this. But if you are… you’re not alone in the quiet.